Raining...



I spy...



Guess Tan Chong is getting the last laugh here...

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Stories of a accidental spy

Raining...

Somewhere, Lost in the darkness... I was hoping for a sign but instead there's only silence... C, can't you hear my screams?

I have never stop hoping... Until I know where you are, one thing's for sure You're always in my heart.

I will find you somewhere, I will keep on trying... Until my dying day for I just need to know ...Whatever has happened?

The truth will free my soul, I want to embrace you and never let you go... But sadly you have left without saying "Good Bye"

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Stories of a accidental spy

Sunny...

Wake in a sweat again this morning, it seems to me that it going to be another day to be laid to waste... In disgrace.

Sure enough... My boss shows up and advised me that I'm in soup again... Stuck in my head again, I feel like I'll never leave this shitty place and there is no escape for me.

I feel like I'm my own worst enemy!!!

God, I've given up.. I'm sick of living... Is there nothing you can do to take this all away???

I'm suffocating, Tell me what is wrong with me? I don't know what to take? I thought I was focused but I'm scared.

I'm not prepared, I hyperventilate.

Looking for help somehow somewhere but no one cares.

Come on Great One... Give this son of your's a break!!!


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Stories of a accidental spy

Raining

I asked God, where is the one? The one for me? The one who will share this life with me? The who will dive into the sea with me? The one to heal my wounds, The one to lead me to the sun and to walk this path with me until the end of time…

I asked him where is the one for me who sparkles in the night like fireflies? The one who will face every morning with me eye to eye? The one who will walk with me in the garden?

Where is the one?

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Stories of a accidental spy

Sunny...

In this world you tried, Not leaving me alone behind...

There's no other way... I'll pray to the gods let you stay...

The memories of you ease the pain inside me, Now I know why all of my memories keep you near...

Do you know... in the silent moments... I alway imagine that you are here, Your silent whispers... silent tears... your promise to me that you will try to find your way back in this life...

Did you know... I hope there is a way to give me a sign you're okay, Reminds me again it's worth it all to live alone without you next to me. So I can keep going, living though another day...

Together in all these memories I see your smile... All of the photo we taken... all the time we spent together... all the places we visited... I hold you dear darling...

I wish that You'll know I'll love you till the end of time...

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Stories of a accidental spy

Sunny...

Lately I am feeling a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard, with a handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see my problems but instead of giving me a helping hand, they are helping to to dig my own grave, pushing me up the wall trying to kill me...

Day by day I try to be and do what people want to want, But it's like no matter what I do, how hard I tired... I just can't convince them, to just believe me.

So I let go, watching the world, turn it's back like it always do, Face away and pretend that I'm not. But I'll be here 'cause I'm all that I got.

I just can't feel the way I did before when everyone turned their back on me, when I won't be ignored? As time won't heal any of my damage, I starts to feel insecure and unconfident because many people don't understand I do what I can even though sometimes I don't make sense.

But it seem like no matter what I do, I can't convince anyone for once just to hear me out, time has been valuable thing... and now I watch it fly everyday by as the pendulum swings, I looked at my watch as it count down to the end of the day... The clock on the punch card unit ticks my life away...

It’s so unreal... as I watch the time go right out the window and try to hold on but I didn’t even know that I have wasted it all just toWatch it go...

Stories of a accidental spy

Sunny...



I spy...



There's food on the ground...



A monkey happily eatting away...



Some1 comes along wanting a share...



Stand up ready for action...




Another one comes along wanting to have a share of the food...



Standby for a fight for the fruit on the ground...



Another 1 looking on a tree...



Loser runing for cover...




At last the winner can have his meal in peace...

Stories of a accidental spy