Raining...



For a moment I thought the company is paying this dumb @$$ to looked after the safety of the bus stop outside our office...

I really wonder what the hell the company is paying this S/guard for? this clown is not doing his job, stopping all the customers who anyhow park their car... and letting all the tom dick harry in and out of the workshop because he likes to sit at the bus stop and day dream...

Fark... I don't mind getting paid and doing nothing for the whole day...

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Today is the 1st day of the week of my counter part went for his In camp training resevice...

The funny part is the management will not agree to let me cover the full shift but rather ask some1 who have no clue whatsoever to stand in from 0730 hrs till 0830 hrs and then the service manager will take over from him and after which I will take over everything from them after 0900 and carry on all the work...

How stupid is that? well I end having to right all the wrong... when I can sit back and enjoy the show if I was to handle the show all by myself...

Day 2 tomorrow... God help me, please?

Raining...



How funny can some customer be? Some time I just really cannot understand the way they drive...

Why these monkeys just can't get into their head that everything has a breaking point? This clown came in this morning can made hell lot of noise that he nearly accident up north because his 1 of his tire give way...

So upon seeing "the priceless art" the question put up to him is "How fast is the speed of the car and how long he keep at that speed before the tire go went KO"

And so... the answer from this funny guy is "Er... I think I was not going that fast but I guess it's about 230km, per hours for two and a half hours?"

Kaoz... I have a good mind to tell this stupid mother farker that he should be counting and giving thanks for be able to live and tell the story rather then 'cow father cow mother here'

Sunny...



Went up north with M.T and his "wife" for some shopping and to have a good rub, think the word is "Masaiji" or something, but who cares? I just want a good time out...



After that we went for "SEAFOOD" Hoo hoo... somebody stop me!!! (or I am going to put on more and more weight)



And... Nothing is final without giving the ride a good rub and wash...

Sunny...

Sir,

I salute you for your contributions to our country my highest respect goes to you and may you rest in peace.



'If you think of yourself as Chinese, Malay, Indian... Singapore will collapse. You must think of yourself as, 'Singapore - this is my country, I fight and die for Singapore, if necessary.'

MR S. RAJARATNAM 1984 (Passed on of another great man)

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Raining...

Guess the "good old days" of the "Brother, Brother play backside... is finally out...

"The aftermath of the show Brokeback Mountain..."




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Got a call from my oldman while having dinner with M.T... Rush home after checking out of the hotel only to get a earful from my folks for locking myself out.(Aiyo, wait till he find out that I have been staying in the hotel the last few days...)

The pass few days has been really crappy... But I am glad to be at home at last...

Raining...

Went back to the hotel room after a long day in the office… while stuffing myself silly with KFC, Mind went wild as I start to recall what happened and take places today…

The Ang mo “Engine-near” giving me the morning briefs about his “Factory’s standard” of how to get things done around… When we play by a whole set of different rules because this is “silly pore”

Guess he “forget” the sun rose from the east in this part of the world…

Got arrowed to sent 2 cars back to 2 owners (just because "managment" legs starts to get weak when customers just mention that he or she will complaint to the boss) and got some “friendly advice cum greeting” even when I have gone very out of the way to help them with their car problems.

Guess it really doesn't pays good to be nice...



And on the way... I saw this twin exhaust pipe Toyota Corolla... But if I am right... Since when this car in sillypore has twin exhaust? Funny...



Haiz... and on the 2nd trip... *sign* we have this car with the exhaust in the center of the bumper... ( Really wonder what's next?)

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“The management” is looking for some1 to blame again! (This fault finding sh1t is really getting too offen nowadays anyway this time is about some stupid customer who is unhappy about us when he is the funny guy who have ordered the wrong parts for his car without checking can the part be fixed in his car?) How stupid can it be? I cannot believe that I has made to take the blame when…

1st, I was not the 1 who had sold the car.

2nd, I was not the 1 who shown the customer to the parts department and put up the order form.

3rd, I was not the 1 dealing and feeding the customer with all the wrong information. But some how I am the 1 at fault.

Hello? Is there something I should know, but I don’t?

Sh1tty…

Shower after I have done with the KFC… I found myself sitting in the bath tub for god knows how long and suddenly my cell phone rings and it was my old man calling telling me that they will be coming home from their holiday tomorrow…

Great… At last I can go back to home sweet home (this hotel stay is burning a big hole in the pocket and I and real glad that papa and mama is coming home.)

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Went out spinning cause the silent in the room is killing me… found myself once again at the same water catchments area where I used to visit with C.

What the F… Why am I keep coming back to this place which only bring back sad memory and grief? ( Really starts to wonder do I really enjoy making myself unhappy laden with all this sh1t)

Why can’t I get got over and done with the memory of C? Or is there some true in a saying “Go back to the place where you had lost something, to find what you have lost?”

Aggrrr… What the hell is wrong with me man?

F…Guess I am really causing many forms of unhappiness for myself…

Sunny...

Finally... After sleeping 2 night in the car, and praying my @$$ off, I manage to find some1 who took pity of me, myself and my sorry @$$... And so, with the help of this kind soul... I manage check my sorry @$$ into a hotel and end my suffering of having to spent the next few night in the car...





Prior to this... there is this kind person who is willing to put me up... (I guess this person must have did some real hard thinking before offering me the help), but I have choose to give it a miss... for some very good reasons...

(Hee... I'm begining to feel very good of myself because I believe that I have made the right call)

But hey! thanks for the offer... at least I know you "really" wanted to help unlike those who have not help me in anyway but rather rub salt and add insult to my wound...

PS: Thanks for hanging out late to company me last night, I really needed some1 to talk to...

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And... While on the way to the hotel... this car was sighted with "Full of crap" Guess the birds on the tree is having some serious "Night firing" over the night...

Sunny...



Ever wonder what you will see further down the road? well... I really don't know but 1 thing I know is that my back is hurting like hell after a night of sleeping in the car... Sh!t... I guess I am really not getting any younger!

And I have another what? 6 nights to go... God, please have mercy on me...

Sunny...

I really felt like crying today... (For being such an @$$ myself)

But... If 1 day you feel like crying – call me I can’t promise you that I will make you laugh… but I can cry with you.

If 1 day you want to run away don’t be afraid to call me, I can’t promise I can make you stay… but I can run away with you…

If 1 day you don’t want to listen to anybody call me, I promise to sit beside you and keep very quiet…

But if 1 day you called and there is no answer, Please come very fast to see me, for perhaps I need you…

I got home this evening only to found my sorry @$$ was being lock out of the house…

Fuck me…

What happen is that I got up late today and as I am rushing I forgotten my bag that hold my house keys, wallet, and all my ID papers. And to make matter worst my folks is out on an oversea holiday trip and I did not know how many days they be gone as they did not answer the cell phone when I called them…

I was thinking that I should check in a hotel for at least for the night, but the next thing that comes into my mind is “How the hell am I going to check in ant hotel when 1st I did not have any kind of ID prove and I did not have enough cash or cards with me?

AGRHH… FUCK ME SIDEWAY!!!

Now I am sitting in this Internet café going though the list of people I can call and… ok maybe I not Andy Lau look alike so… I guess I’m going to spend the night in the car… sh1t! I can’t believe how stupid I can be to forget my keys and wallet?

But looking on the bright side, at least I got a car to sleep in over the night…

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What can I say?



Funny chiong sunroof...



Mercedes E class?



VTEC on a KIA? or is it mitsubishi? or BMW?

Sunny...



If you "WOW" this car with milo tins... then I must say you are seeing nothing yet...



Check out what I saw in M'sia...



Be afraid... be very very afraid

Sunny...






Gee... This monkey must have pissed some off real hard... Or is it owners of BMW are some people who are really hard to get alone with?

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The GM has come out new sh1t for me today... I have sudmitted the over time claim forms for my workshop guys and it was return due the reason that they want to know all the details of the car that the overtime is for, I was like "what? I can't even recall did I crap myself out 3days ago and how and I going to recall what happened from last month?

And so... as I was packing up for the day the GM who dis-appoved the claims came to me and asked me to attend to a customer with some problems with a car... I simply turn my back and reply "sorry, I off duty and since I can't claim the over time... please ask the customer to come back only on monday..." God the look on her face is "priceless"

Anyway, I guess it's really high time for me to look in the newspaper and look for a new job...

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I went dinner with K.T’s Ex-classmate, and I must say I really learn something from her about life…

I learned today that many thing in life happened for a reason and the reason may not be known at that point of time, base on what she had gone though and what are the things she did to turn things around and how she will not dwell on it thus not letting it becoming a burden to her life (maybe for the fact that most of the time people cannot handle the truth very much they wanted the truth…)

Hey… Guess some of my prayers is answered for... and some things is slowly falling into place…

Sunny...

Another boring day in the office... again some top brass come in today and held a meeting trying "find out" and who is the monkey that is "saboing" the department (which I think the what thing is a cover up and a joke)

What happened according to him 1 of us has been telling the Ang mo... alot of nonsence and now the ang mo's is using it against the company...

Haiz... I'm really getting sick and tired of this sh1t...

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Wah... 1st we have car clubs than we have motorcycles clubs... bicycle club...
But I never have a clue that there is a VAN club...

That is until today when I sent a customer to his office, after he drop off his car for servicing... Funny but very cool

SUNNY...

I was asked to sit in another stupid meeting answering for another person's stupid stunts... After which I starts getting busy "helpping" people with their work, because they simply just dump their sh1t on my table and to them their job is done...

Then... I was asked to sit in another meeting this time answering for a case of complain from the sales department, When the fact the customer did not look for me when I had informed the sales guy to do so... Agrr... I mean what can I do when I was not told that the car is here and the customer is asked to made a appointment by another person?

Anywayz...

Then I went test drive with 1 of my customer and I horn this taxi guy because this monkey cut into my lane without signal lights causing me to slams brakes and get some "friendly advices" from the owner...

Worried that this monkey may suddenly slams his brake to return my "goodwill" I overtook him and guess what? this clown horn back at me and give me 1 of the sillypore's "Good luck to you birdy sign"

Dude... you are lucky that I was with a customer at the point of time if not... I would have stopped you , called the police and see what are you really made of...

Sunny...

Went dinner with a friend and later we went to some sea side and talk about every under the sun(ok maybe it's the moon).

Went round 2 of spining alone after droping her off as I am as depressed after learning that there is so much problems running around but there is so little I can do...

Was driving around this place and all of a sudden a loud "BANG" was heard... stop what I was doing and saw this...



Guess... Life is still kind to me...

Sunny...




天上明月高空悬,地下百姓赏灯花.
但愿天下有情人,岁岁年年能共度.

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The Valentine's Day story...




Legend has it that every February 14th becomes Valentine's Day after a priest named Valentine.

Valentine was a priest in Rome, at the time when Christianity was a new religion. The Emperor, Claudius II, ordered the Roman soldiers not to marry or become engaged. Claudius believed that as married men, his soldiers would want to stay home with their families rather than fight his wars.

Valentine defied the Emperor's decree and secretly married the young couples. He was eventually arrested, imprisoned, and eventually put to death. Valentine was beheaded on February 14th, the eve of the Roman holiday Lupercalia. After his death, Valentine was named a saint.

As Rome became more Christian, the priests moved the spring holiday from the 15th of February to the 14th - Valentine's Day. Now the holiday honours Saint Valentine instead of Lupercus...

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Agrr... It's the time of the year again... And as usual... I sitting infront of my PC sucking down Maggie Mee... (Banging my head while doing so) wondering why must it be me again?

The scent of a rose is a beautiful thing...
The face of a child, what joy it can bring!
But for all of my searching, even if I were king...
Only you and your love can make my heart sing...

Valentine's Day can be wonderful if you're in a strong loving relationship.

It gives you a chance to celebrate and reaffirm the love you share with another. Or, it can be a depressing time if you're lonely and alone. It reminds you of the fact that you DON'T have a strong loving relationship. One of the biggest lies we can tell ourselves is that nobody loves us.

"Nobody loves me."We've all felt that way at one time or another. Usually, the feelings pass and we realize yes, we are loved.Sometimes, though, we internalize the statement and it becomes a part of our identity. We start to believe it and we create other beliefs to support it.Then it becomes dangerous.

We step into the mud pit of 'nobodyloves me' and forget how easy it is to step right back out of it.See, no matter how much I might believe nobody loves me, I can always love myself. Somehow that never seems quite as valuable, does it?"

I HAVE to love myself, because nobody else does."But all love begins with self-love. If I don't love myself, then NO WAY am I going to let someone else love me.

Everyone on the planet is loved. It's impossible to not be loved.The trick is, how much do I FEEL the love?

We learn at an early age - love means pain. Love means struggle and sacrifice. Love means I must suffer. Love means I'm going to get hurt.So to compensate, we put up barriers.

We build walls around our hearts to keep out the feelings of love. Then when we say'nobody loves me' what we really mean is - I don't feel the love. The answer lies with loving ourselves enough to let down the walls that are keeping out the love that is ALREADY THERE.

Because love doesn't really mean pain. Rather, pain is often used as a substitute for love. If you have the love you can let go of the pain.

Saying nobody loves me is kind of like saying I have no air to breathe. A complete absence of love would kill you just as surely as a complete lack of air.

It's really not a question of 'am I loved?' but rather, 'how much of the love do I feel?' Which ultimately comes down to - am I willing to love myself? If I'm willing, then I'll find a way.

Maybe a good place to start would be to take some paper and pen and write it out. At the top of the page write -"Am I Willing To Love Myself?"

Then start writing out as fast as you can whatever pops into your head. Write quickly, without thinking about what you're writing. Write until you can't write any more. Take a break before you go back over what you've written.

You might surprise yourself with what you say. Especially when you write quickly, without stopping to analyze the words on the page. You'll probably learn something about yourself. It might give you a better perspective on things.

Check it out. After all, there's a reason why you're not attracting the person you want into your life...



Love is joyful When humour is there...
Love is playful When flirting is there...

Love is cheerful When smiling is there...
Love is careful When a stranger is there...

Love is wonderful When the feeling is there...
Love is beautiful When the heart is there...

Love is plentiful When sharing is there...
Love is blissful When romance is there...

Love is painful When selfishness is there...
Love is harmful When lust is there...

Love is faithful When trust is there...
Love is powerful When sacrifice is there...

Love is truthful When purity is there...
Love is prayerful When spirit is there...

Sunny...



学习为失去感恩,接纳失去的事实.
放下人生得与失,活出生命的精彩.　

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I got the news that the person who had employed me has handed over the "walking cert" I have a chat with that person this afternoon and I must say that I felt very sad that such a good person is leaving...

Cheers Dude, Thank you for making my ride with the company a sweet 1 and all the best to you...

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Got into some other people personal's sh1t again and as usual I was ask to explain "who? why? what went wrong?"

I guess I am really getting very tired of this sh1t but is there anything I can do about it?

Some1 please find out and tell me about it...

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Got home and while getting up the stairs I suddenly feel my head spining like a merry go round that had goes haw wired, miss my footing and I found my sorry @SS on the ground floor. (thank god that I did not break anything.)

what the hell is wrong with me? I hope what does kill me, makes me stronger...

Sunny...



A REALLY MUST BUY COOL STUFF...

What is a bigger problem than finding a parking space, squezzing your car in that tiny space without leaving your paint on the other car. This may seem straight from a Sci-Fi movie but a technology being developed by Siemens VDO called "Park Mate" not only finds you parking space, but automatically parks your car too.

Sensors automatically measure a row of parked cars and alert the driver when there is space large enough for your car. Then a chime is played asking the driver to stop and then the Park Mate takes control over the car. It steers the car itself into the small gap and parks.

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Got arrowed to work again on the sunday... I wonder why is it always me that keep getting the arrowing?

Got on the sales floor and after being a clown for afew hours I got the green light to go home and went for dinner with 1 of my workshop guy...

Learned that something big is cooking in the company but most on the it is yet to be frim... sent that dude home and I went again to the same water catchment area that I used to visit with C, sat there begining to pray for a answer to all the problems that I've seem and face but end up... I found myself facing with more questions than answers...

I have been praying like mad for some answers but sad to say the answers has yet to be found or I should say to be given...

1 thing that I suddenly realized and that is "1 should stop looking up to the sky begging and asking for things to be given, but rather bow the head low and learn to give thanks to all the pass blessing..."

Guess that is 1 of the answers to some of my many question?

Sunny...



Went to sea side for a walk today and I saw this bunch of people running away from "some thing"



No, not this...

Let me give you a tip... this people is running away from the boyz in blue still catch no ballz?

Scroll Down for answers...

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Raining...



After "singing in the rain" for 2 days... I was draging my feets to work with a flu and my head weighting a ton... I went to some customer place to collect a car and I happen to saw his filthy rich neighbour...

I was like "Fark! how unfair can life be? Here I am working my @$$ off even when I am down with flu and some people can just own 2 BMW top end model car" And by the way... if you are wondering why owners keeps comming back telling you that their car wheel alignment is out...

Sh1t... some1 please pass me another panadol...

Raining...



夜裡寂寞易悲傷, 寂寞笑我太墮落...

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More shitty day... the panel beaters at the head office really have some personal shit with me... I got a call today and I was told that some1 had order / supply them with all the wrong parts for the 3 accident cars that I have sent up... And I should go up to the head office to fix the problem or... the cars is going to sit under some trees and collect all the fallen leaves...

I was like "Huh? 1st they want all the paper work before they start to carry out any repair and now I have to check, inspect and confirm all the parts for them?"

Fark man...

Return to my office thinking everything should be all right and the 1st thing I knew is some monkeys has been feeding the management with all the wrong info of the "operation" and I have to attend the bosses "operation what went wrong meeting" before I get to park my sorry @$$ on my chair...

Agrrr... God... No more shitty day for me anymore? Please?

Sunny...



Question... What is worst then having 1 policeman seeing you crossing the road when the traffic lights is showing the Red man?

Answers : 2 policeman... And for the 1st time of my life... I am very amaze how fast my legs can carry my fat @$$...

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I have a shitty day today... 1st I got to send 2 cars to the head office only to find out... there is no parts, no man power to carry out the repair and the monkeys from insurance company is trying to make things hard for me and people in my workshop is taking too much time to fix a come back job in 1 of the customer's car causing the owner to shower me with "greeting and Love"

I returned to office only to find that the problem car is so call "ready" but the car is not washed. I wonder how hard is it for the workshop people to sent the car for wash after the car is "ready" And after that some1 insisted that I should get the car wash when in the fact that every1 is fully aware that the owner is chasting for the car like mad... At last I returned the car to the owner but not after I got another earful from the owner...

Anyway... I have this feeling that the story is not going end here...

Sunny...




I wonder how the hell this car owner is going to get in and out of his car? But hey I guess this is 1 of the ways for not getting so many dents from those monkeys that open their god damn vehicle door without care...

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I got to the office today by 0930hrs as I was put on the 2nd shift (Crap planing from some monkey on the top, causing me to burn $20) and the 1st thing is I was throw to is answers some stupid customer damanding for loan car when what happened is this stupid mother farker had got in some accident with a motorbike.

Then... I have another car with some stupid "come back job", And the complain was "My car always pull left when I let go the steering wheel"

The funny part of this is I have carry out the wheel aligment test for his car and no matter how hard I tried to explain to this monkey with the test print out... that there is nothing wrong with his car...

His reply to me is "NO DUDE! The car is still pulling right!"

At last I got mad and I asked him "SIR, will you car still pull left should there is a traffic police driving or riding beside you?"

And you know what was he answer?
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He told me... "Come to think of it... it is true that whenever there is cops around me thats when the car starts to "behave"

KAOS... Anyway, this dumb @$$ complain to my boss after I told him there is no problem with his car and it can be solved by not letting the steering wheel while driving...

Raining...



I guess the guy in the rear is having a hard time keeping and carrying the guy in front of him and so... he suddenly drop flat on the floor...

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I got called in the boss office because they think that there is some covering up for the accident that happen on friday...

I told the boss that there is nothing I can do if he stills thinks that there is a foul play when there is 2 managers who agreed and approved that we should carry out the repair 1st as we need the vehicle for some event on the later part of the day...

I mean what can I do what there is no record in the system and there are so much time in the world that we can do the paper work later? What is the use of having all the paper work when we screw up the whole show by not having the car ready for the event...

Anyway I am not kin to find that out...

Raining...













Kaos... ABT kit? (Ah Beng Type?) wonder what is in the mind of this owner when he did this mob to his car?

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C... If angels are supposed to be good, Then why did you keep breaking my heart when I'm remind of you?

Sometime I just hope to sleep and never to be awaken for nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken... For the reason that I do not wish to wake up and reach for the hands that are not there...

Now I just like wandering in the desert of grief and my soul feels like a edipse of the moon walking alone with sorrow in my heart...

Did you know that there are so many time in my life that I wish that I can just walk away, leaving everything behind me?

Agrr... God why must it be me?

Sunny...



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Imagine opening a treasure chest. Pull the latch open. Listen to the rustyhinges as you slowly lift the lid.

Sense the anticipation, the thrill that in a moment you know you will come face to face with treasure beyond your wildest dreams.

Lift that lid higher. Don't worry about the squeaking from the rusty hinges;that's just the sound of treasure long gone unappreciated.

That's it. Lift a little higher. It's almost open.

Ah, now feast your eyes...on your life! Now isn't that something to treasure?

Sunny...


Bloody Hell... I fell and hurt myself today, Suddenly I realized that I have not been exercising my sorry @$$ for a long time... But hey there are some exercises that I am really damm good in... Don't believe me? call out the pic and see for youself...

He...he...Ha...ha...ha...

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1 of our guy drove out 1 of the cars to get something done last night and he realized that some dumb @$$ has knock into the car and took off after that... I took pity of this person and I tried to fix the problem hush hush... but the whole thing is blow out when my boss walk pass and saw the accident car...

Haiz... The rest is history...

Sunny...



I woke up early today, excited at all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have:

Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free.

Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or 1 can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.

Today I can grumble about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive.

Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.

Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses.

Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships.

Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to go to!

Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with knowledge and adventure.

Today stretches ahead of me, waiting to be shaped, and here I am, the sculptor who gets to do the shaping. What today will be like is up to me. And I shall decide what kind of day I shall have!

So... my friend, Have you made up your mind what kind of day you are having today?

But whatever is it... I truely wish you "Have a nice day"

Raining...

I was sadden by the fact that there are some unhappy people laden with so much problems that it seem that there is no answer or solution to their problem...

Last night I was with "this person" catching up on time and on the parting note, this person told me what if? Something should happened and thats the end that I will hear from this person? I left for home as I was assure what was said was a joke and I have the word from "this person" is nothing "funny" will happen or take places...

I freak out today because this person did not pick my calls when I tried to call but thank god after some taxing moment and some help I found out my call is not answered because this person is in some dreamland (busy counting sheeps?)

All I can tell this person is (Dude if you are reading this...) Please always think twice before you try "something funny" I repeat what I SMS you today...

人最大的敌人是自己,人性最大的考验是超越自己.做自己的主人有自己的主张,切勿在意志消沉的时候走上不归路.

Cheers... you be in my prayers...

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Haiz.... when will people ever learn? Cars don't kill people, People kill people...?