Sunny...



It used to be C and myself riding on countless road trips...
But now... Guess it's only bear and me now...

Yesterday is a memory, today is another page of history come tomorrow, I’ve sold myself on hopes and dreams that leave me feeling sideways.

Tripping over my own feet, trying to walk to my own beat, People always said “When 1 door closes, another 1 will open?” But hey! Where is the “another door" here?

Till now... is then... It's a mystery I did not know, whether is it a blessing, a curse? Or something worse on your departing…

C, you once told me that you will help me write the story of my life together with me… but what do you say now?

I was hoping you are by my side when I'm writing the last page, I've been staring at the page for what seems like days...

Guess I’ll have to put this one aside for a while now... Did a tear fall from my eyes? Or did I laugh so hard that I’ve cried?

The night is just bringing me down, there is no love, there is no hate for I left them there for you to take.

Have I said too much or haven't I said enough to change your mind on leaving?

Please note that every word was a piece of my heart… You've been the blood in my veins, My will to face all tests in life, and the only one who knows and share all my joy and pain… My smiles, they came easy because of you.

I love you, but I hate you now... For I know I can never escape you…